Ahhh it’s been a while hasn’t it?
Like in all honesty, I meant to take a break over Christmas, and then before I knew it, the end of January was nigh and then after that, the longer I left it the more fearful I was of posting again. It’s weird the things we roast ourselves over in our minds. This little old blog of mine is nothin’ but a hobby, so I’m not sure why I feel all this pressure. The weirdest thing is I actually love writing. I didn’t minor in English Literature for the lolz. And let me tell you, it’s a good thing I didn’t, because that course is very sparse in the lolz department.
I dunno man. It’s sort of like when you’ve been in a decent fitness routine, and then life flips you off and you fall out of it and skip a couple of weeks. Going back is always so, so hard. But the longer you leave it, the more intimidating it seems and the guilt seeps into your pores and then you’ve gained half a stone and you hate yourself and OMG WHY AM I SO TOXIC TO MYSELF SOMEBODY HELP.
So this is entry is to say hi. I’m writing again. Expect food porn and life ramblings once again.
Also, I’m 27 next month and it seems as though I’m supposed to be all ‘omg I’m getting older, I’m a real grown up, I just wanna be 19 and not look like a sore thumb in those pictures that club photographers take.’ But I’m really not. I’m kind of enjoying the transition into mid-late twenties. It feels…calm.
Mind you, I was so convinced I was all wise and shit when I was 21, yet I look back now and realise I was an absolute turd of a human, so I’m sure when I’m 33 I’ll look back and cringe all over again.
Ice officially broken.